Back to Work

Today was the dreaded first day back to work. I surprised myself with very few tears. I got up, got ready and kissed my son goodbye. I got into my car and thought I would lose it. I didn't. It surprised me. I thought about this through the day. It actually bothered me that I didn't sob because I was leaving him. After thinking about it, I realized that I could leave Colson because I knew I would be seeing him again. I think my perspective changed when we lost Kailee. When I said goodbye to her, it was so final. When I said goodbye to Colson this morning, I knew I would be back in a few hours and that made me happy. Perspective..... It's all about perspective.