I am so tired. Seriously.... It's been 6 months and 2 days since we found out Kailee's diagnosis and each day has been spent grieving. Grieving is exhausting mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually.
I've been tested a lot lately. There have been a lot of babies and pregnant women around me. I've had to just suck it up numerous times and "act normal" when I'm actually screaming on the inside. I can see how people can get lost in sheer anger when they are grieving. I don't want to be that person. I want to be happy again. I don't know that I'll ever be carefree again, but happy will do me some good.
i have found such a wonderful support group at babycenter.com!!!! These ladies are wonderful and they know exactly what to say---- mostly because they've been through baby loss. I have found such great comfort in just venting with them. It's comforting to vent something that I think is just "crazy" and have them all say that they've been there and have felt that way, too. I love the internet... without it, I would feel even more alone.
I've been tested a lot lately. There have been a lot of babies and pregnant women around me. I've had to just suck it up numerous times and "act normal" when I'm actually screaming on the inside. I can see how people can get lost in sheer anger when they are grieving. I don't want to be that person. I want to be happy again. I don't know that I'll ever be carefree again, but happy will do me some good.
i have found such a wonderful support group at babycenter.com!!!! These ladies are wonderful and they know exactly what to say---- mostly because they've been through baby loss. I have found such great comfort in just venting with them. It's comforting to vent something that I think is just "crazy" and have them all say that they've been there and have felt that way, too. I love the internet... without it, I would feel even more alone.
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