I'm well into day 3 of being back at work. It's so different, but familiar at the same time. The job requirements and the stress are still here, but knowing stress as I have the last 4 months makes it easier to deal with.
I had a great day yesterday! I was able to be at my school and see friends I hadn't seen in over 2 months. It was wonderful! I love it when people ask how I'm doing--- it's so much better than just ignoring the situation. Sometimes, I feel like I'm screaming in my head "JUST ASK ME HOW I'M DOING!!! ASK ABOUT MY DAUGHTER!" I understand it's an uncomfortable situation, though. I don't know how I would feel if I were in their shoes. I do know that I look at death and dying very differently. I'm not afraid to die anymore. I look forward to meeting my baby.
I had a great day yesterday! I was able to be at my school and see friends I hadn't seen in over 2 months. It was wonderful! I love it when people ask how I'm doing--- it's so much better than just ignoring the situation. Sometimes, I feel like I'm screaming in my head "JUST ASK ME HOW I'M DOING!!! ASK ABOUT MY DAUGHTER!" I understand it's an uncomfortable situation, though. I don't know how I would feel if I were in their shoes. I do know that I look at death and dying very differently. I'm not afraid to die anymore. I look forward to meeting my baby.
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