Our appointment was a waste of time, unfortunately. We got there and the geneticist began talking about Kailee. I'm not sure why--- we know why she died. I asked her about the miscarriages. Do you know what she said? They don't start looking at stuff until 3 miscarriages, and we already knew why Kailee died, so she doesn't factor into that equation. I've gotten to the point now where I'm ready to just say "well, next time I miscarry....." Isn't that sad? It's very sad. We work to hard to get pregnant and then I expect for something to go wrong!
I was thinking about this all week wondering why I'm so negative. Part of it is because I'm just so sad, but another part is that I've never had a successful pregnancy. I've been pregnant 3 different times. We have no baby in our home right now. I have never actually brought home a baby to care for. I think that's a big reason for why I'm feeling so negative about the whole situation.
Kailee's room is beautiful. I moved a bookshelf in there this morning and filled them with all of the books we received from everyone in the last 6 months or so! It's amazingly beautiful. I hope Kailee likes it.
I was thinking about this all week wondering why I'm so negative. Part of it is because I'm just so sad, but another part is that I've never had a successful pregnancy. I've been pregnant 3 different times. We have no baby in our home right now. I have never actually brought home a baby to care for. I think that's a big reason for why I'm feeling so negative about the whole situation.
Kailee's room is beautiful. I moved a bookshelf in there this morning and filled them with all of the books we received from everyone in the last 6 months or so! It's amazingly beautiful. I hope Kailee likes it.
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