Colson is perfect. He wakes up two times during the night for diaper change and a feeding. He only cries when something is wrong--- unfortunately he thinks that pooping means that something is wrong! :-) He has kept me so busy over the last 7 weeks. I can hardly believe it's been 7 weeks. I love him more than I can put into words. I love both my children more than I can put into words.
I think about how lonely and terrible it was last February. I think about my blog post from Feb 1st last year a lot. This was the one where I was really letting out a lot of anger. (I try to be diplomatic on this site because I don't know who's reading, but I do have a private site just for me where I can freely vent unedited.)