I'm feeling sad today. I'm not sure whether or not there was a trigger for it, but I just feel like we're missing something. I find myself looking at our pictures on the wall a lot. There are Kailee's NILMDTS pictures and pictures of Colson. With Colson, he's smiling and growing and changing. With Kailee, they are the same pictures over and over. no growing. No changing. Just the same pictures. Every day.